So yesterday I admitted to someone that I had a bit of a crush on them.
Unfortunately they are in a relationship, so they let me down in a really gentle and sweet way. Which was nice of them, and we are still friends, yay!
To be honest, I don’t actually know why I am telling any of you about this.
I don’t tend to talk about the people I have a crush on. The last time someone found out I had a crush on someone else, they pretty much told me to leave her (the person I had a crush on) alone, to not to talk to her, that they were HIS girl, and that they had already talked to them about me being trans, and that it would never happen because of that anyway.
This was a couple of years ago. And it’s kind of stopped me from saying anything to anyone since.
Which kind of makes it hard, being both Poly and in a Poly relationship to open up and tell people that you like them. But yesterday I did. And I feel so much better for doing so.